Have you ever been mellow?

Whenever i'm feeling directionless, i tend to look through old photos. No matter how awful i feel, its always so overwhelming to know that you do belong somewhere. I'm suddenly feeling quite mellow listening to anberlin on repeat, sitting up in dim light at 5 50am typing this post. Sometimes, i feel so confused i wish some one would just make up my mind for me. I wish i had someone who would tell me its okay to fall, to make mistakes, to always try again. Someone who listens and emphatises. Someone who actually takes time off just to care. Everyone needs an aid somehow, somewhere at some point.
I miss my dad so much. He's been away for a week and looking at a photo i took of him two weeks ago totally made my day. He made that face on my command haha. He's my knight, the man who always says my heart is safe with him. I may be such a tough nut with him at times but he's sucha amazing dad if everyone had him it'd be a crime. He calls my mom every night to sweet talk her to bed, he always asks how i'm doing, whether i'm loving my new camera, whether my brother and his girlfriend are doing fine, whether we're all okay in every aspect. He's such a great man i doubt no boy i know can ever replace him.

I hope you're sleeping tight daddy.
I love you.

You know what made my day even better?
RMIT just personally congratulated me on twitter :>